My Lullaby Heartache…

I lay here tonight thinking of you tucked into my side,

Head on my pillow, everytime I feel you I start to cry,

Looking up to the ceiling,

Aching from this feeling,

I can still picture your beautiful face,

Listening to the mobile,

Watching you sleep at night,

The sound of my lullaby heartache.

I wished for you so much,

I even gave you my mother's name,

Now I have lost your touch,

Tonight, I hear a lullaby heartache.

I sat in the chair all alone and exhausted,

Feeding you a bottle, looking all haunted,

Blue sapphire shone upon my tired gaze,

I can't leave this room, I just can't escape.

To see you stretch up and touch my nose,

Looking at the stars through our window,

Your smile was my whole universe,

Now, without you, I have no worth.

I wished for you so much,

I even gave you my mother's name,

Now I have lost your touch,

Tonight, I hear a lullaby heartache.

The sound of your baby tears that I'm never going to wipe,

The sound of your tiny feet waltzing around on a cold dark night,

The sound of you saying mammy for the very first time,

I can't help but to breakdown to sound of this lullaby.

A lullaby that doesn't have sound, only memories,

A lullaby that carries hurt, and a grief stricken melody,

My arms will forever feel empty without you to hold.

As you sing to me tonight,

I cry,

As heaven will always be your home...